Sadness is Nothing New

Ahh so.... here I whine on........

College is ending! I cannot believe this.... It's ended so soon.... I feel miserable cuz losing people is my biggest, most horrible fear..... and I know its never gonna be the same again..... Nah dont fool me with all these promises of meeting every fortnight... It wont happen..... cuz we are almost a dozen girls who live in all parts of the city..... There is hardly any hope that all will get together unless we hire a taxi that will pick all of us..... *sigh*

I'd beg you not to go but i know it wont work this time na... *sigh*
Anyhow... Here's a song... that goes out to my besties.... my girls.... who made my college days so very special. Love you like hell yaar! ♥

www.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DvdKqMJ0O88I&h=f1f5d

Tibet Wanderlust

Since the beginning I've been fond of traveling. But my wanderlust for Tibet is undying. Tibet actually means 'heaven'. And sometimes I want to spend my whole life there and not just visit.

What I cannot help loving is the lovely, peaceful landscape of mountains and forests...... its the roof of the world... and quite near too! It feels so perfect its breaking my heart.

And I look on…

The evening has fallen
The stars have brightened
The only path I walk on
Is lined with newly arrived how thorn
How peaceful they look today
Socking in the wind, so gay!
I don’t remember when I saw them last
I shall ask the gardener, if I must
The smell fills me with joy
What a sweet fragrance, oh boy!
The flowers pink and white
Remind me of strawberry delight.
These beauties I think should be left alone
And I must make my way home…

Love, love, love!

*Love is all around me/And so the feeling grows/It is written on the wind/Thats everywhere I go/So if you really love me/Come on and let it show*

So what I'm doing today is listening to cheesy love songs...

Here goes the playlist;

1) Heaven - Bryan Adams

2) Take My Breath Away - Berlin

3) Lady In Red Lyrics - Chris De Burgh

4) Groovy Kind Of Love - Phil Collins

5) Love Is All Around -The Troggs

Cheerio!

Recipe to reduce boredom

I was hell bored so I made this;

Vanilla custard and banana jelly with cream on top. =D

And then Mum made saag (spinach) which I don't eat, so I fixed myself this;

My own version of an Italian omelette and orange juice to wash it down with. =P

Last week I made chane ki daal (grams) which wasn't too bad for a first try. =]

At least Mum said it was tasty even though she spiced it up before serving. 8)

Caught in the Blues

I feel totally dead right now. Don't know whats going on. Its like suffering > depression > frustration > anger. A chain thats more like a vicious circle. I just want to be shaken from this bad, bad dream and feel alive again. And I've been listening to this song on loop... it makes me want to sob and sob... now you judge if this could have made me feel worse. =/

Hard to Pretend

I don't know whether I should label it a strength or a weakness.... but I really can't pretend. Which is why I end up torturing myself and being the enduring, long-suffering, most pitiable creature on earth.

I try to be brave, but I can't pretend for long!

Friends

[Dedicated to the best people in my life]

Friends...

are angels that Heaven sends

A reflection of yourself

A gift you give to yourself

Side by side or miles away

close to heart they always stay

True friendship is timeless

and genuine friends are priceless!

Safe Harbour

So that's the latest novel I finished reading...

Pretty much extremely boring stuff! The story is about a woman, her daughter and a lonely artist.... who eventually manages to fall in love with the girl's mother. It's a badly dragged novel and with least characters. Kher, shukar khatam hua! =P

Cookie craze

Anything thats sweet and soft and goes *crunch* in your mouth is........ Cookie!

I love cookies! Be it sweet/saltish cookie, round/square cookie, with cream/without cream cookie, with jam/without jam cookie, chocolate cookie, vanilla cookie, coffee cookie, butter cookie, strawberry cookie. just any flavour... As long its last name is Cookie, its always welcome!

Realisation

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

I must start blogging actively.

So I thought I really should, but first I should punish myself a bit for being so lazy. :x

Happy Birthday!

Today was special and will always be.

Today is the day I wait for all year round.

Today is finally here.

Happy Birthday my Khadeeja.

Birthday Prayer

Thank you, God, for giving me another year of life.
Thank you for all the people who remembered me today
by sending cards, and letters, gifts and good wishes.

Thank you for all the experience of this past year;
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,
for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to you.

Forgive me
for the hours I wasted,
for the chances I failed to take,
for the opportunities I missed this past year.
Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,
and through it to bring good credit to myself,
happiness and pride to my loved ones,
and joy to you. Amen.

Courtesy www.beliefnet.com

Vote For My Photo

Dear friends

Here's a request

I'm taking part in a competition and all you have to do is vote for my photograph by liking it.

Like the page first here http://www.facebook.com/lipton.mind

and then like my photo http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=107019519368145&set=a.106597019410395.7530.101843649885732

Thanks and please do this soon as there is less time.

Khadeeja.

Tired...

I'm tired of saying, "It's okay"

Tired of pretending it doesn't matter

Tired of chasing love

Tired of living this life

Tired of it all.

Day 30 — A Lovely Color But ... Not Edible

Day 29 — Hopes, Dreams and Plans for 2010

Well, 2010 is going to be over quite soon, so then no point in talking about my dreams and hopes for the year and besides I have forgotten what I had planned for in the start. Haha.

Day 28 — Your Favorite Place To Shop

I'm not at all a shopaholic though yet I do shop for the basic necessities of course. I'd count Y-block Defence, Khan Tower and Cavalry Market in my places to shop.

Day 27 — Your Essence Is

Whoa! I'm in Heaven every time I catch a whiff of it. Amazing!

Day 26 — Describe Your Week

From Monday to Friday I have College and then two days off. Mondays are extremely depressive,long and I feel too home-sick. Tuesdays are all about getting settled with the routine. Wednesdays are hectic and I keep longing for the days to rush and the week to end. But at the end of the day I let loose by listening to some good music on the radio. Thursdays are a little cheerful and bring relief as there are less number of classes. Then Fridays, oh blissful, just feel like jumping in the air to think the end of the week is finally here. Saturdays are bound to be my favourite day of the week. Total freedom and relaxing environment of home, and I can rise late and sleep late too. Meaning double fun. Sundays are boring, slow and the dread of the Monday morning lies ahead.