Caught in the Blues

I feel totally dead right now. Don't know whats going on. Its like suffering > depression > frustration > anger. A chain thats more like a vicious circle. I just want to be shaken from this bad, bad dream and feel alive again. And I've been listening to this song on loop... it makes me want to sob and sob... now you judge if this could have made me feel worse. =/

Save Me From Myself

Why do the days trudge on

and the hours seem to drag

Why does time rewind

when I'm trying to catch up

Why is happiness so short-lived

Why does this silence deafen my ears

Why does the heart not agree with the mind's reason,

when the existence of both makes us complete...